You could be waiting for a day that won't come
| Friday, March 31, 2006 |
| I Fought The War, But The War Won |
im drunk
this needs to be stated.
im also trying to be coherent. deal with it is im not.
i lost the elections. by 3 votes. and my suspicions were right, he didnt vote for me. i was angry that he told me though. biut i was too drunk to be angry, so i hugged him.
i met the current president today. he was a sweet heart. i now love him. i also love the director of cultural affairs to be. he is fabulous. i want to work with him.
man, so drunk, hard to speak, let alone type.
im numb. not emoional. physically. is that bad?
uber alcoholic martini kisses |
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| Wednesday, March 29, 2006 |
| This is for Nick |
 It's nothing fancy, but it will keep you safe. Good luck in the big house.
Martini Kisses |
| posted by Fucking Bingo @ 6:52 PM |
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| Tuesday, March 28, 2006 |
| I find this slightly amusing... |
Anyone who didn't vote for me avoids the subject of voting when I'm around. I find this most prevalent with one person in particular. Eventhough he knows I can do it, it is guarunteed he did not vote for me. Why? Is it because he is a total dick? No, well, not always. It is because... uh, I really don't know why. I've also noticed an increase in wanting to see me and hugging me, this is due to him compensating for not voting for me.
Though I seem bitter, I'm not. This is just me expressing my extreme pleasure at his discomfort.
Martini Kisses |
| posted by Fucking Bingo @ 8:03 PM |
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| Monday, March 27, 2006 |
| Stolen Meme - because I have a lot of time on my hands, apparently. |
how does the world see you?
Session - The Offspring
Session! I'll never learn
Session! God knows I try
Session! Keep coming back for session and I don't know why
Session! I'll never learn,
Session! I'll never see
Session! Just tell me why these sessions got a hold on, got another hold on me
will I have a happy life?
Trusty Chords - Hot Water Music
I hate this place but I love these chords.
"An empty fate just means an even score."
And the pain this morning...
It filled my head.
It's Jameson.
It means that I'm not dead.
how do my friends see me?
Heavy Metal Drummer - Wilco
I sincerely miss those heavy metal bands
I used to go see on the landing in the summer
She fell in love with the drummer
She fell in love with the drummer
She fell in love
do people secretly lust after me?
Let Me Love You - PJ Main
Bad times behind you
It's time to move on
with your life
There'll be valleys
but there's mountains here to climb
Let me love you
how can I make myself happy?
Saturday Morning - The Eels
Nothing’s ever gonna happen ‘round here
If we don’t make it happen
Sleep away the day if you want to
But I got something that I gotta do
what should I do with my life?
Total Bummer - NOFX
Go away sunny day
All the barflys sipping whiskey
Fighting ever present pity
Wondering what they are sucking back for
Is it the drink or trepidation,
Watching all trains leave the station
Left standing alone without a ticket
will I have children?
One Way Or Another - Blondie
One way or another, I'm gonna find ya.
I'm gonna getcha, getcha, getcha, getcha.
One way or another, I'm gonna win ya.
I'm gonna getcha, getcha, getcha, getcha.
One way or another, I'm gonna see ya.
I'm gonna meetcha, meetcha, meetcha, meetcha.
One day, maybe next week, I'm gonna meetcha.
I'm gonna meetcha, I'll meetcha.
what is some good advice for me?
Hold On - Good Charlotte
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on, if you feel like letting go
Hold on, it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over
Hold on
how will I be remembered?
Turning Japanese - The Vapors
I've got your picture, I've got your picture
I'd like a million of you over myself
I asked the doctor to take your picture
So I can look at you from inside as well
You've got me turning up and turning down
and turning in and turning 'round
what is my signature dancing song?
Doin' Laundry - Nerf Herder
I was thinking of you while I jerked off into my sock last nite
I was thinking of you while I jerked off into my sock
I was thinking of you
Wish I had more to do
Cuz I didn't have anything else to do
I was thinking of you while I jerked off into my sock
what do I think my signature song is?
Emotionless - Good Charlotte
and Sometimes I forgive
Yeah, and this time,
I'll admit,
That I miss you,
Said I miss you
what does everyone else think my signature song is?
Down - Makeshift
Down you lift me
Down you hurt me
Down I'm sorry
I ever met you
what song will play at my funeral?
Celebrity Skin - Hole
Oh make me over
I'm all i want to be
A walking study
In demonology
what kind of men do I like?
Rock and Roll - The Velvet Underground
Then one fine mornin' she turns on a New York station
She doesn't believe what she hears at all
Ooh, She started dancin' to that fine fine music
You know her life is saved by rock 'n' roll,
Yeah, rock n' roll
Despite all the computations
You could just dance to that rock 'n' roll station
what will my day be like?
Taffy - Lisa Loeb
My friend's got a bruise on his arm, a bruise on his arm
Everytime you speak
My friend's got a bruise on his arm, where I shove my elbow
Everytime you speak
Actually, bottom line, you tell the truth sometimes
And sometimes you tell the truth like you're pulling taffy
That was interesting.
Martini Kisses
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| posted by Fucking Bingo @ 3:28 PM |
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| Saturday, March 25, 2006 |
| Testosterone Boys And Harlequin Girls, Will You Dance To This Beat? |
I'm excited for Thursday! That is a statement rarely heard from me, but I am. I get to DJ at a pub night here on campus. Granted, I'm doing it with 3 other people too, but there's still reason for excitement. I have such a fantastic line up of music: ska, punk, rock, pop, french pop, soca, 80's, dance.... so good.
On that note, I'm also getting more and more excited for next year. (I really shouldn't use the word excited so much) I can't wait to be actually working at the radio station and possibly doing a work-study in the theatre. That would be so much fun. There's so much going on next year for me to do, I'll just be way too busy to be unhappy. It'll make up for living at home this summer.
Speaking of the summer, I am hoping I'll be able to visit and be visited by people. I don't want to live in seclusion for 4 months. That will only bring insanity. Intense insanity.
I think I'm going to nap now. Not because I want to, but because I can. I'm so glad the impending doom of failure is upon me and I can still ignore it, I'm a little pround of myself.
Martini Kisses |
| posted by Fucking Bingo @ 3:15 PM |
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| Friday, March 24, 2006 |
| I Fought The War, But The War Won't Stop For The Love Of God |
I've had so many people complaining to me lately about this damn joke campaign I'm in. This is just crazy. Now there is a threat on us being possible expelled. EXPELLED!? WHAT THE FUCK?! People are absolutely mad. I'm also having former members of the party pressuring me to drop out; but I don't want to. I said I'd see this through, and I'm going to see it through. As much as this whole thing was an out of hand joke, I still want to get elected. I want to be paid to do some fun things for the students; I think that'd be great. I wish I had people who believed in me, and I regret not running seriously but I won't give up the fun I had with TOGA and the experience it's given me. I know this will be something I can look back and smile on, which is worth the trouble it's caused.
Mainly I wish people would just calm down. All of this bitching and complaining is just nonsense, and in all honesty, some of it is jealousy. Yeah, I used the J word, with good reason too. There are so many people trying to hurt us because we are having fun. Oh, god forbid people in university enjoy themselves! That would be complete chaos.
Furthermore, what's funny is that for every person that complains and acts like a total cockbite, there are 10 people who say "I love you guys! You're getting my vote for sure!"
Ha!
Martini Kisses
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| posted by Fucking Bingo @ 10:53 PM |
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| Saturday, March 18, 2006 |
| Nothing to say |
I really don't have anything to say . I'm quite bored though, so I've decided to post some pictures. Just because I can.
 Smelly Flowers  FLAMINGO!  My baby cousin Cade. He looks like a glowworm.
 My cousin Jesse. He's a sweetheart.  It's like Egypt, except in Canada.  This was taken from my porch in Arnprior.
 This one too.
 This is the lead singer of Not By Choice. I just like the way the picture looks. Despite the obvious blurriness.  Another picture taken while just standing on my porch.  My puppy, Yoda. I miss him.
Okay, that's all.
Martini Kisses |
| posted by Fucking Bingo @ 5:57 PM |
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| Wednesday, March 15, 2006 |
| Where's My Money? |
Martini Kisses
edit: I definetly posted this a week ago, how it ends up here now I have no idea.
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| posted by Fucking Bingo @ 11:59 AM |
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| Wednesday, March 08, 2006 |
| I just don't get it |
Do I have a sign on my forehead that says "Creeps Welcome"??? Because they seem to think that I am a prime candidate to deploy their annoyance skills upon. Is there some sort of message that I'm sending them that makes them think that all they're creepy ways are impressing me. Because they're not. Not at all. And what is with the internet creeps and their intense use of 1337-speak? SPEAK ENGLISH! JE NE COMPREND PAS! It doesn't matter from what country, Canada, US, UK; they all use the same goddamn way of typing. It's driving me nuts. How am I supposed to answer a question if I have no idea what's being said. Bah!
martini kisses
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I guess I really do have a sign that says that. |
| posted by Fucking Bingo @ 1:58 PM |
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| Sunday, March 05, 2006 |
| hello, my name is lydia. |
i had an amzing night tonight. in-fuckin-credible! i went to see the fullblast, johnny truant, cancerbats, mikoto, and the gorgeous for canadian music week (even tho mikoto are from california, and johnny truant are from the UK). i was so impressed/pleased. i want to go see them again. the only down falls of the show: 1)the scene kids, 2) not talkin to the bands, 3) creepy bus guy.
1) stupid scene kids dont know good music... only how to dress for it. i wanted to kick them in the baby makers (that goes for guys too)
2) i for a moment talked to the lead singer of johnny truant but not for long enough. i love hearing what the artists have to say about themselve and their fans.
3) some creepy guy followed becca and i on the bus sat near us and wouldnt stop asking creepy questions. he asked for our names. she is now hannah and i am now lydia. he was intensely smarmy.
ok, must sleep. too drunk to type anymore. sidenote: hiccups are painful.
martini kisses |
| posted by Fucking Bingo @ 4:45 AM |
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| Saturday, March 04, 2006 |
| the only fuckin i am getting is fuckin hammered |
'nuff said. except for the fact that i'm not getting hammered but am presently hammered. its actually a kinda nice feeling. i havent been like this in a whoile. tho it does kinda suck cuz for the last hour or so all my friend have been talkin about is doing eachother. where is i say im going tro go on Red vs Blue and see if some of my nerd friends are on.
is this what my sex life has been reduced to? the non-porn internet? this is just sad.
goodnight, sleep and fuck right.
martini kisses
edit/sidenote: i fucking hate relationships. u can call it jealousy but i'll call it hate. |
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| Friday, March 03, 2006 |
| Feelin' Bad |
I told my friend I'd go with her to an animal rights protest today. I didn't realize how close it was to my class. Now che can't go because I'm not going. I'm such a bad friend. I really don't know how to make this up to her, but I know I have to do something.
I'm a terrible friend.
martini kisses |
| posted by Fucking Bingo @ 11:01 AM |
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| Thursday, March 02, 2006 |
| Just a little jealous |
My younger brother is getting an apartment in August. My younger brother is getting his first apartment before me. I know this is a good thing for him (he'll be moving in with a good friend of his), but I can't help but be a little jealous of him. I mean, I can't even convince my friends to move in with me, let alone have my mother give him the okay right away.
I really don't have anything to complain about now. I am proud to say that I am going to the Lord Of The Rings Musical tonight! And would you ike to know what kinda of tickets I got? FREE tickets! Now that is amazing.... seeing as the tickets cost anywhere from $150 - $300.
Okay, I'm in a much better mood now.
Martini Kisses |
| posted by Fucking Bingo @ 12:09 PM |
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| Wednesday, March 01, 2006 |
| blah blah blah |
The night before last, I spent the entire night questioning myself; my actions; my motives. And I realized, it's a losing race. I'm not getting anywhere, and if I was I don't know where I'd go. I'm just in the perpetual state of waiting. Waiting for something that will never be.
That's a depressing thought. I want to move on, but I just can't seem to.
Sorry for the semi-coded post, I just had to get that off my chest.
Martini Kisses
edit - an extra thought to the mood: Have you ever had those moments of intense emotional pain that actually gave you physical pain? Right in the chest, and without sounding too emo, right in the heart. It's only happened a couple times before to me, and for very good reasons, but last night it was so intense and I didn't understand why. I shouldn't care about it but I do and I'm still confused this morning. And a little sore. |
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