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You could be waiting for a day that won't come
| Wednesday, March 01, 2006 |
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The night before last, I spent the entire night questioning myself; my actions; my motives. And I realized, it's a losing race. I'm not getting anywhere, and if I was I don't know where I'd go. I'm just in the perpetual state of waiting. Waiting for something that will never be.
That's a depressing thought. I want to move on, but I just can't seem to.
Sorry for the semi-coded post, I just had to get that off my chest.
Martini Kisses
edit - an extra thought to the mood: Have you ever had those moments of intense emotional pain that actually gave you physical pain? Right in the chest, and without sounding too emo, right in the heart. It's only happened a couple times before to me, and for very good reasons, but last night it was so intense and I didn't understand why. I shouldn't care about it but I do and I'm still confused this morning. And a little sore. |
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Name: Fucking Bingo
Home: Toronto, Ontario, Canada
About Me: You could be waiting for a day that won't come. And you could be so much more than you've become. And I have found my feet, 257 weeks. But you could be waiting for a day that won't come.
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