257 Weeks

You could be waiting for a day that won't come
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Drunkland Tales: Volume V
All I want right now is someone to talk to. Someone I can be honest with and cry to and not worry about being judgmental. I just want to tell someone my tale for the night so I can drift away into sleep relatively worry-free.

Clearly, that is not going to happen. My best friend doesn't live in this city, and though I know she is there, is still arguably my best friend in that I am not anywhere near a priority. Elle is... otherwise occupied. And anyone else? No, who am I kidding; there's no one else.

Tonight I learned the reason why I will be forever single: I'm funny. That's it. That's all. Simple and ultimately unsatisfying answer, but completely true. In fact the quote of the night is: *laughter* Oh, I almost choked, and that's why you're single.

Do you want to know what brought this all on? of course you don't , but too bad: I was kissed. By a gorgeous man. A charming, muscle-y, funny, man's man. And for a moment, yes I thought I was special. I thought the way we had been talking all night, the the touches and the quiet moments were all something to put behind the kiss. Apparently I was wrong, as per usual. What I also learned tonight: there's always someone out the who can top you in every way possible, so don't be a cocky bitch when a good looking guy comes a long and kisses you - he's probably kissed someone better than you that day.

I think it's time to invest in some cats and a home in the woods.

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