You could be waiting for a day that won't come
| Tuesday, April 13, 2010 |
| Really? Her? |
You know when you introduce friends to other friends and they end up liking each other more than you and they end up pushing you away or not caring about you anymore?
No? Oh, sorry to bug you then.Labels: doormat, flawed, unfair |
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| Saturday, April 10, 2010 |
| Drunkland Tales: Volume V |
All I want right now is someone to talk to. Someone I can be honest with and cry to and not worry about being judgmental. I just want to tell someone my tale for the night so I can drift away into sleep relatively worry-free.
Clearly, that is not going to happen. My best friend doesn't live in this city, and though I know she is there, is still arguably my best friend in that I am not anywhere near a priority. Elle is... otherwise occupied. And anyone else? No, who am I kidding; there's no one else.
Tonight I learned the reason why I will be forever single: I'm funny. That's it. That's all. Simple and ultimately unsatisfying answer, but completely true. In fact the quote of the night is: *laughter* Oh, I almost choked, and that's why you're single.
Do you want to know what brought this all on? of course you don't , but too bad: I was kissed. By a gorgeous man. A charming, muscle-y, funny, man's man. And for a moment, yes I thought I was special. I thought the way we had been talking all night, the the touches and the quiet moments were all something to put behind the kiss. Apparently I was wrong, as per usual. What I also learned tonight: there's always someone out the who can top you in every way possible, so don't be a cocky bitch when a good looking guy comes a long and kisses you - he's probably kissed someone better than you that day.
I think it's time to invest in some cats and a home in the woods.Labels: drunktalk |
| posted by Fucking Bingo @ 12:55 AM |
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| Saturday, April 03, 2010 |
| If everyone could see me with her eyes |
She turns to me from the camera screen and breaks a soft smile and says "You are so beautiful".
She looks though tears and says to me "I love you".
She reads my words and says "You are brilliant".
I wish I believed her.Labels: conversations, quotes, sleepless |
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