You could be waiting for a day that won't come
| Monday, December 26, 2005 |
| Sugar Loaf? |
I was on my way home christmas eve (or day, whatever you want to call it, it was 1AM), and I heard this song on the radio by Simple Plan. Now, I'm not going to insult Simple Plan, there has been many a times where I found myself rocking out to them, but this song took any of what was left of my christmas spirit. The whole song was about getting presents for christmas, doing nothing else but teaching tiny tots to be greedy. Not about giving, just about getting (notice how i didn't say recieving; to me, recieving implies that you deserve the gift). It was just such a selfish song, I was so angry. I don't even have kids, why was I so angry? The answer is: well, I really don't have an answer, all I know is after this christmas I will never have those good christmas feeling again, and every christmas afterwards I'll be nostalgic for what once was.
To end on a lighter note: my father was trying to figure out where we our last family ski trip was. He knew it was in Maine for sure. The thought process kinda went like this "Where was it... Sugar Loaf?... Sugar Mountain.... Gun Stock!... that's it, Gun Stock!" How my father can connect Sugar Loaf to Gun Stock is beyond me. By the way, what is a sugar loaf?
Martini Kisses |
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| Thursday, December 22, 2005 |
| bye-bye |
It's all gone. Chopped right off. I wish I had a picture, but I'm not using my computer. So I don't have one. Sorry.
edit - 22/12/05 - 8:14PM: Got myself a picture. Fun times for all.
 Martini Kisses |
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| Tuesday, December 20, 2005 |
| Passing the time before I can leave. |
Dave is my new favorite. Mostly for his tastes in music, but also for singing the Elephant Medley.
hehe... i just realized this is my 30th post... on this blog.
Martini Kisses |
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 1:51 PM  |
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| Saturday, December 17, 2005 |
| hooray for good music |
I was on "surfing" on the "web" last night "and" i found this really good "band". -okay, enough witht the quotaion marks.- the band is called Drawing Black Lines. they are from Toronto, which is a fantastic thing, cuz that means I can go to shows. dont bother ging to the site if u dont like emo or punk, cuz thats what they are. and i know i'll just have someone bitching at me later for directing them there.
sidenote: going to ken's tonight, should be fun. I miss him, and christina, and the cool apartment. ive resolved to babysit tomorrow with a hangover! yes!
Martini Kisses |
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 4:32 PM  |
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| Friday, December 16, 2005 |
| ew |
How is it possible that some [men] can shoot a gun with such accuracy, but they can not aim urine into a toilet?
Is that such a difficult thing to ask of you?
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posted by Fucking Bingo @ 1:49 AM  |
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| Wednesday, December 14, 2005 |
| I need a shower |
Why do people find it funny to wake me up early? Cuz it's not funny. Not funny at all. I just wanted to sleep soundly with dreams of really hot guys! That's all I wanted! Well, and the really hot guys to be real. Now that I'm actually dressed I believe I am too lazy to get undressed and have a shower, only to have to dress again. That's the problem with living here... I can't stay naked all day. Damn.
I finished downloading season 4 of Red vs Blue. Oh how I love it! It makes me happy on the inside. and the outside. It makes me happy in general.
Enough with the rambling... cuz i know I'll be posting later... cuz I'm bored.
Martini kisses |
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 4:17 PM  |
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| Tuesday, December 13, 2005 |
| best. cartoon. ever. |
I was just messing around on the comp-u-tard, and i found The Greatest Cartoon Ever. I urge everyone to go to it. especially if you've seen The Oblongs. So good.
Martini Kisses |
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 6:00 PM  |
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| I'm like the Tortoise |
Slowly I am attempting to pull myself out of my mood slump. Slow and steady now. I just hate putting on a happy face when I'm really not at all happy. But I'll do it. I'll grin and bear it, just like always, because if I stay aggrevated I will lose them all, and once is enough thank you very much. So here is me, with a smile, hopefully I can manage to keep it longer than I did this week.
Martini Kisses |
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 12:01 AM  |
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| Monday, December 12, 2005 |
| Shadowland |
That's where I feel like I am right now. I feel natious too, but that's for a different reason. I'm so sick of this state that entraps me. I'm so tired of all of it. And I have nowhere to go, no one to turn to, that will change it. Am I to just sit here and wallow in my problems? I guess I really don't have a choice. I'm sure I can find something to occupy my thoughts for a while: My room needs to be cleaned up, dishes need to be washed, essay needs to be finished, and if all of that fails I have alcohol. Maybe I'll drink and clean, then hopefully I'll pass out in the middle of the floor not to remember a thing. That'd be nice.
martini kisses |
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 8:17 PM  |
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| Sunday, December 11, 2005 |
| Is it sad that I can relate to a chicken? |
My little cousin has gone home, and I am now $60 poorer. Shit, kids are expensive. I took him to see Chicken Little last night. Cute movie, but I won't critisize the obvious and terrible attempts at pop culture (Oooh snap!) because A) it's a children's movie and B) I liked it. And to be completely and utterly honest, I cried a little in the beginning of the movie. I don't cry in movies (excluding The Notebook, but that's a whole other story), but the poor little chicken just couldn't get a break! I felt so bad for him; eventhough he had friends, he was so alone. I liked the pig though... he was so funny. "Guys... you go on without me... just leave me a flashlight... and some water... and some chips if you have any." The baseball annoucer was good too. "Ladies and gentlemen, it's just gibberish. Gibberish of an insane person." and "Ladies and gentlemen, I won't sugarcoat it; I've seen road kill with better reflexes." That definetly made up for the Spice Girls thing. No, I will not go into bad critic mode, I refuse to!
Martini Kisses |
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 5:42 PM  |
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| Saturday, December 10, 2005 |
| Here we go! |
I am now bracing myself for impact, and possibly a slow and painful death. My little cousin is staying with me this weekend. Granted he's not that little, he's 12yrs old, but he does have ADHD and Terrettes(sp.) syndrom. No, he does not shout random profanities, that's a different part of Terrettes(sp.). I love him, he's generally a good kid, but if he's not having a good day he's going to take it all out on me. Which means this will be the weekend from hell. We shall see.
In other news, I went to a strip club for the first time last night. Just to give you an idea of what it was like... I went into the washroom and a stripper was there talking on the phone saying "He stabbed him in the head, yeah, right through the cops bullet-proof vest too, then his friend jumped in and the other cop shot and killed him." Oh god, I hope she was relating an episode of CSI to a friend. Needless to say, I decided to hold it. We left early.
Martini kisses |
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 8:59 AM  |
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| Friday, December 09, 2005 |
| I've just been reminded... |
BAAAAAAAAAAAA! I'M AN ADULT SHEEP!
Grassy martini kisses |
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 8:03 PM  |
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| WHA!? |
Glendon has a blogspot account? I had no idea. There's only 10 members. maybe that's why.
no idea how a friend, who i've never told about this blog, found it... that's kind of amazing.
Martini kisses |
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 2:03 AM  |
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| Thursday, December 08, 2005 |
| mmmm.... sleep. |
Today was a wasted day. That's not a bad thing though. Sleeping all day was nice, well except where I was forced to wake up and do my french oral exam while still intoxicated. Is it sad that I didn't wake up until 3? At least I didn't go back to sleep, like someone I know.
I did get a few amusing pictures out of the night before and this "morning". To post or not to post, that is the question. Maybe the picture of Chris and Anthony's intimate moment would be appropriate... later.
hmmm.... unofficial fan club, eh?
Martini kisses |
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 12:31 AM  |
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| Sunday, December 04, 2005 |
| Boredum in the Salon Garique |
Chris can wiggle his ears. He is my new favourite.
Martini Kisses |
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 8:15 PM  |
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| 2:14, eh? |
I definetly should have said "no" to a movie tonight, but I gave in, because they are my best friends, and because I miss them. Upside to not getting any work done: I procrastinated with Closer. Such a good movie. I never really sit down and watch it that often, but it's always worth it. That movie always makes me appreciate Natalie Portman. She has the best scenes. I actually don't think I could really pick a favourite scene in that whole movie. I love it all.
I'm not quite sure why I'm awake right now. oh yeah, the graph. I wish I could sleep. I want to wake up early and work all day on essays and journals. I want to feel like I've accomplished something. Yeah, right, like that'll happen. I can always dream... maybe that's what prevents me from sleeping. Dreaming. Damn you, dreams. I just want to sleep, please, no more of your silly non-sense.
Martini kisses |
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