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You could be waiting for a day that won't come
| Wednesday, July 29, 2009 |
| I'm permenantly black and blue. |
I'm sort of a glutton for punishment. Not sure why, it's just my nature. No matter how much someone hurts me I am always willing to let them back in. Usually with the full knowledge that, once again, they will do something to injure my heart, pride, etc. I can't help but forgive people, we are humans and clichéd as it is we are flawed. All of us. I guess it is in hopes that some day when I need it, someone will forgive me.
Not likely, but it's a nice thought isn't it?
The truth is I give far more than I get. And I don't like admitting that. I'm much more of a doormat than I should be. Sometimes my mat says "trespassers will be shot", but that's only when the "welcome" side gets dirty. When it gets flipped to the bad side it can only stay that way for so long until the mat needs to be cleaned. Then it gets washed and all the horrid thoughts go down the drain with all the dirt. Sadly, no matter how many times it gets washed, the mat will still be stained with the bad memories in hopes to remind me of the past. But usually people just go ahead and walk across it without noticing.
I'd really rather be a wind chime or dream catcher.Labels: doormat, flawed |
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Name: Fucking Bingo
Home: Toronto, Ontario, Canada
About Me: You could be waiting for a day that won't come. And you could be so much more than you've become. And I have found my feet, 257 weeks. But you could be waiting for a day that won't come.
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