257 Weeks

You could be waiting for a day that won't come
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Sweet Rejection
So, this is me being right and wrong at the same time. I didn't think it was possible but you can clearly see it is.

I didn't get in the musical, which is not surprising. I don't know why I bother... oh yeah, because it's the only thing I've ever wanted to do with my life. That's a sad prospect.

I'm not supposed to be here right now, I'm supposed to be out watching a movie. Quite obviously, I am not. This was a surprise to me, though it shouldn't have been. I just can't get a break.

And now, as I await to hear from the other play, I find myself staring into a lovely identity crisis. I'd rather not go into it. I'll save my ramblings for my own mind. All I know is that I've just realised that I don't have a talent, or something I'm good at, or even a life goal. I feel entirely useless.

martini kisses

"linger on, your pale blue eyes."
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 10:14 PM  
2 Comments:
  • At 12:02 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I think you're really talented. I miss being around your talent. You just have to keep trying sunshine girl, good things come to those who least expect it. You're learning so much along the way, soon you'll know everything there is to know and you'll make no mistakes and you'll get every single part you try for. Keep working at it. I know you'll make it ... Rome wasn't built in a day.

    Despite what you think, I still love you and I really miss you and no matter I'll always be rooting for you and having faith in you.

    Good luck Nad!

     
  • At 2:12 AM, Blogger Fella said…

    I'm in unequivocal agreement with Anon.

    I have nothing but faith and respect for you. I have no doubts that you will find your place doing what you love to do.

    And if my devotion isn't enough, I have pirate jokes for days.

     
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