257 Weeks

You could be waiting for a day that won't come
Saturday, January 07, 2006
deep breaths
just ignore this entry, i just need to get something out.

i just found out someone from back home died. a an old friends brother. a really good kid; he was sweet, and funny, and adorable. i used to babysit him from time to time. he always hung out with us when i came over to see his sister. im just in shock. i just dont know what to do. or who to talk to. and the worst part is... it was cancer.

it kills me just a little more when its cancer, cuz i know what the family goes thru. i know how hard it is to watch someone fade away. i know what its like being totally helpless.

oh god. i dont know what to do. i wish i had someone to talk to. i dont know anyone who understands, or who can just be there.

i just want to go to sleep, and wake up to find out it was all a horrible dream. but judging by my kleenex box, thats not going to happen.

martini kisses
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 3:38 AM  
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