| Sunday, November 27, 2005 |
| Things change with time, it's inevitable, but how come it's never to my benefit? |
I was hanging out with my friends for a bit tonight. I miss them. I mean, we really aren't far from eachother, but we just don't see eachother anymore. For a while, it was just the 3 of us. Things we're great. But I guess I was just there so they could hide their feelings from one another, because now the role of third wheel has been almost phased out all together. Not that I enjoy being the third wheel, I just enjoyed being with them. I don't think they know how much of an impact their friendship had on me. I've never been so close, so fast with friends before. (In fact, that's the way it is with lots of people I've met here.) That's just another thing I keep tucked away. I need to find other people I can turn to, so that I won't be hurt when they forget me. Because it will happen. I don't know when I will be completely abolished from their minds, but it's slowly happening. I wish I hadn't gotten so close to them. I wish I hadn't realized we are the same. I wish I wasn't so hurt by them. I wish I let them in.
Martini Kisses |
posted by Fucking Bingo @ 11:29 PM  |
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